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Just got back back from work an hour ago and I am returning to work right after I finish this blog. Haiz..... Sometimes I wonder when will I collapse and never to wake up again...

Just night I dreamt of her again, one moment she was in my arms and the next moment she said sorry to me and disappeared into the darkness. I tried to hold on to her hands but it slipped through my fingers. I ran towards the direction she disappeared but I just couldn't see her again... I woke up and felt the wetness in my eyes. At that very moment, I really wish to call her and tell her how badly I miss her but I can't.... I promised myself not to disturb her new life, she had found someone she love and is living very happily now. I should be happy for her. I shouldn't cause any disturbance to her anymore......

Time to get back to work....