Moved On??

Its been almost a year since I shut myself from the outside world, refusing to talk to anyone unless neccesary. Life is all about work, drink and drunk. Everyone been telling me to put the past behind and move on but where to?? Met up with some old friends recently, most of them are married and some with kids. We talked about the good old days in the hangar. Life was tough then, rushing through servicing, trouble shooting and doig test flight but we enjoyed it at the end of the day. I love to watch our choppers taking off and returning. Everyone of us contribute to every successful flight. All of us were still teenagers when we join the force, we have dreams and plans for the future but as we look back today it seems that most of us deviate from it. Some are doing well and some are in deep shit.

Perhaps that what life is all about, facing changes, accepting changes and going through changes. Only those who can adapt fast to changes survive. There's this book that I enjoyed reading, 'Who moved my cheese?'. It talked about how to accept changes and move on. I thought I fully understand but when it comes to relationship, I failed to do so.