Ouch....

Finally I took a day off today. Went for a jog in the morning and practised boxing in the afternoon. I have really gone downhill, just few minutes on the sandbag and I was panting real hard. When I removed my gloves, my knuckes were bleeding. Its time for me to really train up, no drinking for the next 2 months. Have to jog every morning at 5am to build up my staminia and really work on the sandbag after work.

I really had to thank my guys for their hardwork which allows me to take a day off with worries. Although I do screw them up at times...ok ok most of the time but I do appreciate what they had done. When I see them, I think of the days when I first joined this company..... Now with all the responsibilities on me, what I am doing have deviate from my inital job scope. But being able to be exposed to more things allow me to gain more knowlege. Although there are times I really wish to walk away or hide behind my boss but everytime I manage to solve the problem, I accquire a new skill. Managing people is a new thing I am learning now. You gotta earn their respect and trust in your decision. I used to be there when they are working on something however from the management point, if I had to be there everytime then I am not worth being leader.

My boss is coming back from Japan tomorrow, have to attend weekly meeting at 8.30am in the morning follow by discussion with him on the existing problem, future planning and report on the status of the studies....

My legs are starting to ache now....