There's hope..

One good reason for staying alive is there will always be hope. I have always been sad since J left and knowing that she will never be back. But I believes that as long as I am still alive, there's always hope. Be it 5 years or 10 years down the road, there might still be a slim chance of getting back together I guess. Even if it never happen at the end of the day, there's no regret cos I know I had tried my best and waited using my entire life.

Today is voting day but it also has another meaning for me. 10 years ago, 6th May 1996 was the day I signed my name on the contract to serve RSAF. There were over 100 of us signing. We strugged through our first 3 years together but not many made it to the 10th year. I didn't made it either. Some of those who made it left the force yesterday, mostly with regrets of signing on. Only a some handful stayed on.

To all my dear friends who are still in the force or who had left. Brothers forever...