约定

说好的三年不见面
用我们爱把时间留住
你笑着说这是我们的考验 我们的约定

就这样三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸

我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的首歌 它也偷偷的掉泪了
我还记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想它会诰诉你的 我更爱你了

你会记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的首歌 它也偷偷的掉泪了
你会记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
迎着风我也笑了
它一定会诰诉你的 我更爱你了

Where are u my N80

Feel so tired after a hard day at work. I hopped on the cab and dozed off throughout the journey. Just as I was about to enter the lift, I realised something seems to be missing. I feel deep into my pocket.... OMG, where's my Nokia N80?? Searched through my bag but it wasn't there. Damn it.... I must have dropped it in the cab. I rush home and called the Silver cab hotline. Lucky for me, I had the recipe with me so was able to provide the number plate of the cab but they weren't able to contact the driver as he didn't respond to the call station. I panicked and start calling everyone in my company to search the office for it but in vain....

Then I remembered I called the cab through a private call centre. I called up the centre and seeked for help. They contacted the driver but wasn't able to confirm if my Nokia N80 was in the cab. After a few minutes, the call centre called back and informed my that the driver found my HP but only able to return me after he knocked off. I felt a sudden relief.......

For the past one year, I had been losing my stuff time and time again. Wonder if I will lost myself too someday.....

Some things don't change, people change

Everyday when I walked to my block, I would always take a look at here. It reminds me of the time when J first slept on my lap. Maybe I kept giving myself false hope. I always hope that one day I would see her again right here waiting for me. Its been more than a year but she is still living in my heart. I am very clear that the day would never come no matter how long I wait, but I just won't give up the slightest hope.

I miss her everyday of my life, be it at work or at rest. If there's is anything I could do to bring her back, I won't hesitate to do so but there is nothing I can do at all.

Memories

Last sunday while we were having steamboat buffet, there was this couple sitting next table. As I looked at them, I recalled having steamboat buffet too with J a year back. We had it China Town, just the 2 of us. I realised that she had been living in my heart all these while. Every little thing reminds me of her........................ Damn it...I don't know what else to say.....

Cheers...

Went Barden again last night with my guys to chil out. We had great food and lots of beer but the bill was great too.. Close to $700 for a night of food and beer.. Supposed to went for an interview this morning but overslept....

Sent out 3 job application last thursdays and got only 1 reply. Anyway since I didn't attend the interview, maybe I will just hang on to my current job while continuing with my search for a greener pasture. I know that I wil feel very guilty when its time to tender my resignation to my boss. He pulled me up to where I am today but I choose to leave when he needed me to help him with the setting up of new plant.... Though he is the one who helped me to achieve where I am but I did put in alot of effort too and helped him alot so maybe its just a fair trade.

Don't go..

This morning when I woke up, I felt wetness in my eyes. I dreamt of J again.... Though its only a dream, the feeling was so real. I could feel the anxiety and the fear of losing her once again. She gave me a hug and disappeared into thin air. I ran around searching for her crying out her name.

Its been more than a year since she left, here I am still waiting for her return. I don't know if the day will ever come. All I know is I gotta keep waiting as long as I live because its a promise to her. A promise I will stand by forever.....

Clementi

When I was at Clementi interchange waiting for bus last morning, memories of the past flashed through my mind. Though I had never stayed in Clementi before, but somehow my life was always linked to here. During my poly days, I spent a great deal of time at Clementi central. Took bus from Clementi interchange in the morning and loitering at Clementi central after school. After I graduate from poly, I thought I would kiss goodbye to Clementi but a few month laters I got to know E whom stayed in Clementi and for the next 3 years we are together, I spent alot of time here again. Picking her up, sending her home......

Yesterday when I was waiting for bus in Clementi interchange, I keep my head down as I was afraid that I would bump into J as she is currently staying at Clementi with her bf......