The sky is falling

Its been a stressful week. I really feel like tendering at times. The pressure is sometimes too great for me that I could hardly take it. I feel sandwiched between my subordinates and my superior.

I went for a haircut today or rather, I shaved my head today. J used to tell me not to cut my hair too short or it would make me look like a boy. I dunno what got into me today, I told the barber to shave it off..... I could feel the wind blowing against my skin. Since J sms the a few days back, I have been dreaming about her almost every night. I have a bad feeling but I dunno how to describe. Something bad seems to be about to happen but I dunno what.