A bad Monday

Its a real bad Monday for me today. First of all, I was running a high fever and yet I had to drag myself to work. Took 5 panadols in the morning and was really dizzy the entire day. Then in the afternoon, I received some ridiculous sms from J. What else do you want from me?? I've let you go without any hatred. Have you ever take a second to think about me?? From the day we were together till this moment, I've always put you in first place. Even though we have parted, have I ever rejected any of your requests for the past one year?? I always told you not to repay me because I care about you and your feelings. I don't want you to feel hurt or feel that you owe me a thing. The last thing you wanna hear from me is that I have moved on so that you will feel better??? Ok, I have moved on, I have moved on to hell. I have pushed myself so far to the point of no return so that there is no turning back. What else do you wanna say and where else do you want me to move to?? Its only a matter of time I will move on huh??? I really don't recognise you anymore. Have I not seen the real of you in the past or have you changed so much that I can't recognise anymore. Who are you??? Perhaps you are just someone who resemble the J I used to know. I can't link up the J in the past and you. If you can't make my life better, don't make it worse.....

I take back every damm thing I said in my blog yesterday.... This evening, I heard something about this person which totally changed my perception of her. I am in no position to judge her or make any comment. Its something very subjective and sensitive. Moreover it takes 2 to clap.... All I can say is... No comment..