Gossip and Rumour

After so many months, the relationship between JL, Nor.E and I are finally back to what it used to be in the past. Especially Nor.E and I who were once as close as sibling, we had a good chat at the canteen over coffee this evening at the new plant. For so many months, we were treating each other as strangers. Next Friday we are even planning to hold an OLD TEG gathering with Ed, James, Steven... all the buddies whom we had worked hard together before.

Something else upset me today..... I heard rumours about me carrying a torch for XX and abusing my authority by pushing her job to others. The Chinese has a saying '人言可偎' which I totally agree at this point of time. What did I do again this time to stir up such kind of shit?? I really wish to go up to that person and ask him face to face what the hell did I do for him to make such a comment. But I guess it would only create more trouble this way and the best way is to keep away from XX as much as possible to prevent further gossip. Nor.E told me to ignore those rumours but how...... After I returned to office, I packed my bag and went off before I blow my top. Maybe I have to hide at the new plant for some time till everything cool down. But again, why should I since I am not in the wrong...... Dammit it....

Went for a jog this evening, its been a long time since I had the opportunity to do so. Feel so fresh after sweating. Finally able to have a decent meal at home. Spent the night in a very relaxing way doing yoga, watching T.V, reading.....

Suddenly I have the urge to listen to Collin Raye's alblum tonight. 4 songs in the album describe my situation. 1. Love Me, that was what I always sing to J. 2. One boy, One girl, This song talked about how a boy and girl met till they were married and finally gave birth to a twin. Its what I have been hoping for in the past. 3. Someone you used to know 4. Someone Else's Moon. These 2 songs make me feel like crying whenever I listen. I still remember I listened to them almost every night when I first broke off with J.....