Too fast too drunk

Met up with Ken & Keith for dinner last night follow by Baby Face. So disappointed to see that its totally out of what I expected. Reached at 9.00pm but live band starts at 11.45pm. When CT and her friend arrived, I could see the 'WTF' expression on their face. Shortly after they left, we left too and ended up in a Thai disco at Golden Mile. I couldn't believe that I would come to such a place and surrounded by all the Thais. Couldn't understand a word what the live band was singing or what the people were shouting...... Seeing them makes me understand that money is not everything in the world. Its more about the quality of life.... We might be earning a few times more than what they are, but we might not be as happy as them. Start to wonder what life is all about... Alot of us work hard for making our life better but are we really making our lives better in the process or making it worst.

A lot of people wish to be successful in their career, some would even sacrifice everything to achieve it. But end of the day, are you really happy with what you got or its never enough for you to stop?? We wanna dine in posh restautrant, drive a 'Wow' car, own a big apartment and stuff so we work real hard but in the end do you really get to enjoy it?? Or are you too busy trying to achieve more that you don't have the time to appreciate what you got. Its a rat race that would never end. I see friends working hard for money because they wanna give their family a better life. In the end they are never at home or even when they are home, they would quarrel with their wives as the wives start to grumble about them always out. Isn't it better if you had more time with your love ones than working hard for a bigger television that you would never have the time to watch???

I see a lot of friends who are married yet always out with friends or clients after work. Perhaps they took for granted that their love ones will always be there for them therefore not cherishing what they have now. When I asked one of them, he told me that he is doing so hoping to provide a better life for his wife. But think again, given a choice, would the wife wants a better life or more time with the husband???

Woke up at 3pm this afternoon, 10 over missed calls from the company. I took the car and rushed to company. All the way to Tuas along the highway, I was doing 130km/h. My head was spinning and the ashes from my cigarette were flying into my eyes. Went through the datas and follow by a meeting then by 4.40pm, I was back on the road again heading home....