Long Vocation

Its been a long time since I really had a good rest. Wonder how I would get by the day without having to work starting from this minute. With my passport lying on the table, I have the urge to just grab my bag and fly off to anywhere. Away from everyone I know, away from work, away from everything.... To a place where I can find back myself again...

J... I really miss you... Till today I still love you like I always do... I hope you are doing well and really happy with your life. I guess you must be starting to prepare for your wedding by now. I have a feeling I will never get to see you again for as long as I live. But as I promised you, I will love you and be there for you till the last sunset.... Perhaps you are right, I really owe you a lot in our previous lives and I am repaying now. Be it any reason, I am still very thankful for knowing you. Like I always say, you are not in the wrong. You gave me the chance in the past. I had only myself to blame for losing you.Don't ever say sorry to me again, I am the one to be blame for everything.

I suddenly have this thinking, if I completely lost my eyesight someday and can't see the sunset, does it mean I will have to stop loving you? I will treasure every sunrise and sunset..