Rain....Tears....

Its been raining the whole day so is my heart.... I can't express how lost i feel now. So helpless, so afraid, just like a child who has lost his way...

J... I miss you very much.. I really wish to hold your hands once again and tell you I love you and I will always be there for u. But I am in no position to do that anymore. I just want you to know that wherever I am, you will always be in my heart..

Thanks for telling me that you once truly love me... It enough for me to last a lifetime. I am really satisfied just to know that. Thanks for everything, for walking into my life, for the wonderful past we had...

I want you to know that I am always here for you. Its not unfair or selfish to me for you to return, please don't think this way. Its the best thing that could ever happen to me should you reutrn one day but if you don't.. I wont blame you too. From that day we were together, I promised you I would respect every decision you make.