TDC

This afternoon was my first time presenting in the Technical Conference and..... I screwed it. Even I feel that this presentation sucks.... Wonder is it because I was over confident which leads to lack of preparation... To be honest, I didn't spend much time preparing for it unlike the past when I did for my boss. I took a few weeks to prepare for the presentation in the past but this time, I took only 2 days.

This afternoon, I promised J I would do my best but when I got up there, my brain simply go blank. I could see the disappointment in the people who came to attend. Everyone seems to have high hopes on me before the presentation but after I was done with my presentation, I was ashame to even look at their face. How I wish there was a hole for me to jump in. Although no one including my boss mentioned a thing about it after the conference but I felt real bad. Complaint to CT about it in the evening, I feel that I could have done better but its all over....