Dizzy day

Accompanied Ken & Keith to JB last night for a little drink but end up drinking till 3am. Feel so tired this morning, was supposed to go back to company but wasn't able to make it. Just received a call from Ken that they are going to JB again tonight for the countdown and now on the way down to pick me.... I guess JB has become their second home.

Met up with GX for coffee just now, he rode his 600cc bike down and wanted me to go for a test ride. But I told him I have no more feeling for bike.... Is that really the case??? Has my passion for bike really faded away or is it the fear that's stopping me??? Perhaps I really stopped riding for too long. Bike used to be my life, no matter how serious I hurt myself in the accident, I could start riding the moment I removed my cast or bandage. I believe I have to start riding again or I will really lose the courage to ride in future... If I lost it, I won't have the courage to accomplish anything in future.