Stress=Pressure??

Am I under too much stress?? All I know is I do feel the pressure of my work but not to the extent of being stress. Pressure makes diamond, isn't that what people always say?? I always like my work as it is very challenging, at times to the extent that I would forget everything including time. When I am stuck with some problems, I always feel very energetic. I might be going on for days without sleep but I don't feel tired at all. Everytime I solve it, I would look at J's photo hoping that she would be proud of me. I really wish to share the joy with her but I know its impossible....

I treat all my EAs as my little brothers and sisters, hoping to teach them as much as I could. But I guess my workload doesn't allow me to have the time to be patient with them or any space for them to make mistakes. Maybe its due to my past in Airforce, I always expect them to be discipline and professional. Not allowing anything personal to affect work. I stil remembered one of my EAs who had left once told me. Don't expect everyone to be like me, they are human and their emotions are affected by things that evolve around their lives. I guess in another word, I am not human...