One boy One girl

For the first time I heard someone saying that I am cute. I always feel like a little boy being with her though I am actually older than her. I wonder what got into me last week when we were at her apartment. We stood at the balcony without a word.... For a very long time, we keep silent then I turned to her and said we should make a move as Ken and Keith are waiting in DeBieres. She looked at me and moved very close to me, so close that I could feel her breath. 'Such a good boy?' What was that suppose to be?? Under normal circumstance, something should happen that night but it didn't. Even I couldn't explain why... Maybe there was someone else still living in my heart and I didn't want to hurt such a nice girl like her.

As we joined the group in DeBieres, Karen started to crack jokes about us and soon everyone joined in. No one seems to believe that nothing actually happened up there.....Dammit...