Run forest run...

In another 2 months time, its my IPPT again... Sigh... haven't jogged for a year and now I am back to the track again this evening. Took almost 14mins to complete....2km. Ok ok I know its 2.4km but that's all I can cover today. Feel my whole body aching..... But then again, it feel good to be sweating like a dog. I feel so fresh after bathing... This wednesday I am gonna cover the entire 2.4km maybe not in 12min 40sec bt defintely gona complete the entire course.

Although I hardly jogged for a year but the fact is I love jogging. To me, its not just physical training but also on the mind. I used to jog 5km alone every evening when I was in the force. Whenever I knock off, I always feel so tired to go jogging but I pushed myself to put on my PT attire and hit the road. Its about discipline and determination. At times, I feel like stopping to walk but I always push myself and encourage myself along the way till I reach the finishing line. Its a good training for the mind, just like in my daily life, there are times when I feel so tired and feel like throwing in the towel but I endured and pulled through.

What exactly does sucess mean and what exactly does failure mean? I asked myself countless time in my life. Trying to find an answer all these while but in vain... I guess sucess mean denying failure and failure mean giving up sucess. Since I was a kid, I always want a clear answer between right and wrong, good and bad but as I grew up, I realise there is never a clear answer. We all live in a grey zone, most important is to be true to yourself.