4th day in Hell

Today is the 4th day of my MC. Finally my fever is under control but my throat still feels like being cut by knives whenever I swallow. Feels so bored being at home these few days..... its very different from taking leave and spending time on my own. Feels giddy the whole day, tried to read but can't concentrate on anything. Wonder how long it would take before I can fully recover.

Being away from office for 4 days, I decided to go back to take a look tomorrow even if its for a while. My friends been calling me a workaholic which I totally disagree. I feel that maybe its not so much about being passion about the job anymore but it is the sense of responsibility that's holding me on to the job. Always been talking about leaving the company to struve out on my own but still lack of the courage and opportunity... Sigh....