Just another day

I realised that I always start my blog with ' Its been a busy week...' So as usual, its still a busy week after I am back from Japan. Right after I am back, I was scheduled for some soft skill course from Monday til Wednesday. Was suppose to attend a conference on wednesday but had to turn it down as it crashed with my course.

After I did my presentation in Singapore & Japan, it seems do be the begining of more work instead of the end. Japan side is starting to evaluate their application methodology base on my material & data while Singapore side is also plannig to make changes. I seems to be digging a deeper hole for myself. My SVP invite me to visit Japan again next month but I turned it down. I guess if a person stay at one point for too long, his value depreciate. No point holding on to old cheeze, I prefer finding new cheeze though not sure if there is any out there. Now that I have obtain the foundation & knowledge on this item, I wish to move on to something new instead of holding on to the same thing.

Before I left Japan, my SVP told me that he is very happy that I have deep understanding on this topic I presented but at the same time worried that I might leave to join the OEM or competitor. Actually I once thought of joining the vendors but then when I look for it from another angle, there seems nothing much to look forward to being a service engineer. I mean how far can I progress from there? 5 years down the road, what am I? Still a service engineer or a senior service engineer? So if I leave my current job for service engineer, it seems to be jumping from one shit hole to another.

Today when I take a break from work and let my mind wonder. I remembered someone once told me that everything in this world has an expiry date. From things we use to things we consume, even fashion. So how about feelings? I guess feeling has expiry date too its just that some realised in the middle of the relation while others don't live long to realise it. Although fashion expires but at times it will return after a few years... I wonder if feelings have the same trend too. Will once lost feeling return again after some years down the road? I have seen a few cases where couples together for years break off for a few years and end up getting married again. So what exactly is feeling? Does it always come & go, what are the affecting factors.... How do we keep it with us or how did we lost it? Even if I make use of MiniTab software to compute & analysis, there is no clear correlation or trend...... Conclusion : Feeling is something that can be explain with science, mathematic or logic. Unable to set any definiton, equation or even program to forcast trend or analyze best condition setting...