Engineer......Goodbye

Today is my third day being an engineer, although I had mentally prepared for the negative comments, but guess I am not well prepared. When I was promoted to senior engineering assistant last year, alot of people were unhappy about it because they feel its too fast. I worked my ass off wanting to prove that I am worth it. For 8 months, I worked almost 7 days a week till I almost collapse... I proved to my boss that he didn't make the wrong choice in promoting me and he promoted me again when there is a vacancy this year. But I was wrong, now that I am promoted again, the negative feedback was worst... It much more than I could handle.

Everyone worked hard hoping for promotion, pay rise and better life. So what did I do wrong?? My promotion did not caused anyone to be demoted or suffer a pay cut. Ask yourself you people out there, if you were offered a promotion or a pay raise, would you reject it??

After 3 days into my promotion, here am I typing my resignation letter.... Maybe its wrong to work hard and outshine others. I should have just walked the same pace as others... Everyone has dreams..maybe to some, its just a job but to me its more than just a job. My interest in engineering, a place for me to find back my confident and a promise I made......

I am giving myself till end of this month hoping things will settle down. I'm going to work with my resignation letter in my bag everyday. Will tender anytime if I can't take it.