Miss call alert
Its been almost 6 hours since I received a miss call alert from J. Should I call back??? I am worried that she is in trouble but normally she would sms me instead of calling me if she needed my help. But what if it was an unintentional call, what if she wanted to inform me about her wedding, what if she wanted to talked to me about the joint account again???
I asked CT if I should called back, she wanted me to think about it but personally she feel that it is not worth it. She told me that she feel that I still love J and reluctant to let go.... I don't deny that I had never stop loving her and never let go......
posted by Drink Drank Drunk @ 10:51 PM
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Well..I am not sure why I got so concerned over you and J long past history. Maybe I saw my past in you and J ;or maybe I am really wondering if there's still such a guy on earth? Is the girl really worth your love? Hasn't she hurt you enough? Why should you continue to hurt yourself? What is love then? Why do people get hurt yet feel loved? Can love be eternal? Sometimes I hope on the other part of the world, someone will love me as whole-heartedly. Will there be that someone? Why do people only treasure when they loses 'That'someone? .....
Love is not just about receiving but also about giving. I understand all these only when I met J. From the day I knew her, she belong to someone else but all I had in mind was to give her all the care and concern she needed expecting nothing in return. Why should I hate her when she left?? I should respect her decision since I love her....I am sure someone do love you too... Although I am not sure who you are but I can pretty much guess...
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